But then later, I got out-Jesus-ed by my 22 month old.
I know, I know, it's not a competition. Still, I thought I had a few more years.
As a fun thing for the summer she's going to Mommy and Me gymnastics in the evening with Daddy. I giggle every time Scott heads off to Mommy and Me gymnastics. Scott had a meeting so we had a quick turn around to eat dinner and get them out the door on time. Scott was running a bit late, so we started without him. I got Cara set up with her plate and went to get mine and sat down. I picked up my fork to start eating my salad when I hear her saying something. Now, to those without trained ears, what she said sounds like "Dee Gah" but I knew what what it was. It was what she says every night once everyone takes their place at the table for dinner: "Dear God." I had sat down, and even though we were rushed and even though it was just the two of us, sure enough I turned to her and her hand was out for me to hold so we could say grace. I was about to start eating, but she reminded me we had forgotten grace.
I, of course, took her hand, ready to pray, shaking my head in quiet amazement that so much God fits into such a small person. So we started again Dear God...
In our prayers, Cara lists all the things she can possibly think of to thank God for. She loves this. I supply the phrase, "thank you for" and she fills it in. Often her choices consist of what happens to be in her line of sight at the moment.
So she said "Dee Gah," and we began our list of thankfulness. Thank you for...and she said flamingoes (affectionately referred to as 'mingos'). And again, "thank you for"...and she adds "baby 'mingos."

How easy it is to forget grace, and I don't just mean the mealtime prayer. How easy it is to forget to stop and list the ways that God's glory was on display in our day. If only we could always be so eager to list our grace from the day, to name the moments where glory broke in to the ordinary, the discipline of remembering grace.

So, thank you for baby flamingoes. And for baby disciples, for they truly live in the realm of the kingdom of God in ways I can only aspire to.
"Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." Matt 19:14
I hope that you remember me, Diana, from the CPE unit that we did together in Wilmington when you were still in seminary. Your blog is very well written. Thank you for sharing such a lovely story! It sounds as if you and your family are thriving, and I am so glad for you. From your Pinterest boards, I have the impression, too, that you are are doing many creative things both in your home and your ministry - and planning to do more.
ReplyDeleteBlessings always,
Natalie